Its hot and uncomfortable. The only sounds are those of pens scribbling furiously filling one blue book after another. Footsteps. A shadow falls across my desk. I can feel my professor right behind me. A few seconds pass by but he moves no further. A quick glance back at him confirms my worst fears. He is staring at my answer. Uh oh. Now, I am a pretty good students. I do my best to regurgutate all that they try to cram into this head of mine the whole semester. I know my answer is correct, I have nothing to be afraid or embarrassed of. But somethings defy logic. I freeze up. All I know about Electrical Engineering flies swiftly out of my head. I can still feel him stare at my answer book. After a good half a minute of me holding my pen looking ready to write, but not wiritng anything, just holding my breath waiting for him to walk away, he does walk away. I exhale. Everything starts making sense again. And off goes my pen scribbling furoiusly once again.
That is exactly how I feel about blogging. Its like giving an exam with your professor reading your answers above your shoulder. Blogging is intimidating. The whole world (I dont want to sounds presumptious, but yes, possibly the whole world) can read my blog. Am I ready to put my thoughts out there? I dont think so. And thats why, I begin small. This blog is for me. Me myself and Me. I put down my thoughts because I like putting down my thoughts. I have no one to judge me on them. Do I care if any one judges me? Well, the truth is I do. Why? I dont know. Not as yet.
This blog is going to be a place where I can talk to myself. Where I can let my thoughts run free, run wild. So off they go, in a little bubble flying over the world.
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